CAN YOU BE SUICIDAL AND “SAVED?”

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Yes you can, but your Spirit needs your body so DON’T DO IT!

When you ask BIG things of God, Heaven expects BIG things from you.

For those of you who have journaled using the 30-Day Journal Program for A New Life , http://www.alwaysjournal.com/ you should be familiar with the understanding that putting your new life in order requires that you reverse the old.

Well, it is this reversal process that sets EVERYTHING in motion.

Up until your commitment to change, your life had been moving consistently in one direction. When you reverse the direction, like two wind tunnels moving towards each other, your two lives collide. It is in the space between the meeting of the two worlds, that ALL HELL BREAKS LOOSE.

Do Not Be Discouraged. Be excited!

Your transition is VERY NEAR!

We have been taught in “this” world that if you want something done well, you do it yourself. AND, if something is not completed to your satisfaction, you write a letter of complaint and kick and scream until “you” begin to see results.

Well, Heaven does not exactly work that way.

Ask and it will be given. Seek and you shall find. Knock and the door will be opened. We say this. We believe this. We think we know this, but when the rubber meets the road and we are tested in these very areas we often flounder and fail because we are unclear on WHO is doing the asking, WHO is doing the seeking, WHO is knocking and WHO is opening the door.

Asking God for anything, requires that you reach from a Higher place. The “you” who is asking is much bigger than the “you” who is currently in position to receive.

LET THE GAMES BEGIN!

I teach the process and I live the process. I’ve taken one for the team, so you don’t have to. Learn from me!

I’ve asked God for HUGE life changing blessings and Heaven responded yes!

I was not instructed when it would happen, how it would happen or where it would happen. I was only assured that it would be done. This request was made in 2009.

The six years following have been dedicated to preparing myself for the manifestation of the BLESSING. Signs of life began to show everywhere. Synchronicities began to happen left and right. My marriage was healing, the children were doing well, friendships were good and THEN…ALL HELL BROKE LOOSE.

Needless to say, God had some ‘splainin to do. I was floored. Rocked to my core. All of the efforts I had put into this process and now this! What was it all for?

My journal entry read:

DEAR LORD,

What is this all about? Am I just a puppet on a string for you? Do you find amusement in my radical obedience? Does Heaven mock me and my efforts? If everything that you have requested that I do, was a joke and for shear cosmic entertainment then I don’t want to be here anymore.

IS ALL THIS A LIE? AM I EVEN HEARING FROM YOU?

All the God “winks”, all the synchronicities, all the radical obedience.

NOW THIS?

This is not the type of God I want to serve.

AMEN!

FAST FORWARD TWO WEEKS:

After my week long hiatus. (TRANSLATION: Week long admission to the hospital. I had a breakdown!)

I returned home to the SAME situation I left. I just KNEW that after “checking out” and playing “the crazy card” everyone would straighten up and fly right.

NOPE. Did not happen.

So, once again I returned to my journal and this time I asked God what ALL of this really about?

The response was PRICELESS.

God is not moved by anger. God is not moved by tantrums. God is not moved by crazy.

Only FAITH moves God!

You see, up until that point, I had not realized that the “ME” who had made the initial request was not the “ME” who was in line to receive the request.

All those years of radical obedience, synchronicities, God winks, etc…had made me much stronger that I used to be. I had seen enough of God, learned enough of HIS ways, experienced enough of His love to know that a promise is a promise and that what you see in the natural matters not, when you know that God is working behind the scenes.

Because I didn’t give up and didn’t give in, the blessings are NOW truly springing forth. And the same is in store for you.

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ARE YOUR PROBLEMS LOADED WITH PRESERVATIVES?

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I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world.” John 16:33

Jesus speaks to the Disciples and plainly informs them that trouble will come. The problem lies not with the coming of the trouble, but the fact that we don’t take heart and hold on to the “trouble” too long.

As I consistently mention in my lectures and workshops, I’ve taken one for the team so you don’t have to.

Learn from me.

I’ve journaled for years. In doing so, God has gifted me with the task of learning to identify patterns and cycles so that I in turn can help others identify and navigate problems that, if neglected, can linger for years.

Our story…

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My husband and I will celebrate our nineteenth wedding anniversary in August of this year. We have finally reached a place of peace and love towards ourselves and each other. It has taken years for us to reach this place of unity, but it didn’t have to take this long. The initial “problem” began as a simple communication error. Quite simply, I was a communicator and he wasn’t. In its purest form, the problem that we were presented with could have been resolved in a few months if handled with love.

God sends “trouble” to you in the package that you need. My “trouble” doesn’t look like your “trouble”. Each one of us has been placed here to overcome varying degrees of “trouble” so that God can accomplish what He needs to accomplish on this earth through each of us. Your lesson may require that you learn patience, compassion and honesty. My lesson may be one of giving, love and thanksgiving. To accomplish any of our unique lessons, our struggles cannot be the same.

Open communication, prayer, journaling and wise counsel flavored with love could have shaved years off our process. Unfortunately, we took the scenic route.
What began as communication failure, morphed into fifteen agonizing years of lies, betrayal, hate, jealousy…Lifetime movie stuff.

Where we went wrong…

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Not understanding that trouble comes to everyone, we took our positions personally and felt that our situation by comparison to others in our circle was an anomaly. We felt we were somehow flawed because all of the other couples we were spending time with were “perfect”.

It’s amazing how retrospect helps you to see clearly almost twenty years later.

Had we taken the time initially and followed the escape plan than God offers with every “problem”, we would have an entirely different story to tell. But, we know that nothing is wasted in God’s economy so its all being used for the good. God is the creator of time and not bound by it. Moving through your trouble quickly is more beneficial to you than God.

If our situation had been handled in it’s purest and rawest form, we could have come to learn the lesson of love, compassion, communication, prayer and completion in a matter of month’s…not years. We handled our problem, not unlike most married couples, by loading it with (anger, revenge, jealously, lies and deceit) preservatives.

We mainly refer to preservatives when we speak of foods that are chemically enhanced to preserve “freshness”. Food in its purest and most natural form will last 3 to 5 days under ideal conditions. Fresh foods, to obtain the maximum absorption of nutrients, should be consumed as closely to harvest as possible. The same applies to our problems. On earth as it is in Heaven. For everything in the natural, there is a parallel and corresponding occurrence in the supernatural. Our problems are to be handled no differently than the foods that we eat. We should consume and process our problems quickly.

The true shelf-life of our problem was probably three months. We preserved it for fifteen years.

We’ve taken one for the team, so you don’t have to!

What preservatives are you using?

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ARE YOU WRITING YOUR OWN BOOK OF LIFE OR SETTLING FOR A PARAGRAPH IN SOMEONE ELSE’S?

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I love Habakkuk. He’s a prophet from the bible that questioned God about all the evil he saw in his day and wondered how such a just God could let such injustice continue.

I will stand at my watch and station myself on the ramparts; I will look to see what he will say to me, and what answer I am to give to this complaint.”(Habakkuk 1:1)

He was a lot like I used to be.  I used to get angry and question God about a lot of the events in my life. I say USED to because now the game has changed!

How?

I have learned to follow the instructions given to Habakkuk straight from the Father’s mouth.

Then the Lord replied: “Write down the revelation and make it plain on tablets so that a herald may run with it.  For the revelation awaits an appointed time; it speaks of the end and will not prove false. Though it linger, wait for it; it will certainly come and will not delay. (Habakkuk 1:2-3)

For everything in the natural there is a parallel and corresponding occurrence in the supernatural. On earth, as it is in Heaven.

On earth we are instructed to document EVERYTHING that is of importance.

When something is of great value you don’t want to rely on your memory alone.

How much greater is this instruction when it comes to Heavenly matters?

My life is from Heaven. I AM a Heavenly matter. Documentation in this case is crucial. I need not chance forgetting what God has promised me. I have written down the revelation God has given me about my life. I have written it down to make it clear. I have written it down so that when things “seem” to go awry, I can refer back to that written dedication (revelation) and know with confidence that if my life doesn’t match my dedication, GOD isn’t finished yet.

BEFORE….

Before I gained a clear understanding of the power of the written word, my life was a hodgepodge of happenings. I felt out of control and directionless. Everyone else seemed to have a handle on my life instead of me. The truth of the matter is…they did.

What was the difference between me and those I allowed to control me? They had a written vision and I was just a paragraph in their book.

Real Life Example:

I have worked a variety of jobs. Some I liked a lot and others not so much. However, they were all just jobs. They were a means of support. Nothing more and nothing less!

I worked because I was told I had to. I needed to support myself. It made sense. I understood. But what I wasn’t told is that I needed to have a written end game in mind. An end game you ask? Yes, an end game. Everything is meant to cycle through and a job is just part of the cycle.

We are designed to grow and evolve. I was not doing that. I was making cameo appearances in everyone else’s vision and never my own. After working for someone else for 20+ years, I finally received the revelation that, “I too can write the story of my own life!”

So, what does this mean? God’s answers to me were:

“Write down the revelation and make it plain on tablets so that a herald may run with it.”

Alycia,

Write the vision down so that you, Heaven and earth know what we are aiming for. Write it on earth in a journal to document it well so that Heaven can fill the atmosphere with your request and move on your behalf.

For the revelation awaits an appointed time; it speaks of the end and will not prove false.”

Alycia,

Your request has been heard and granted. Ask and it is given to you. As long as you know what the end result looks like, you are fine. Have confidence. Know that the work is not complete until your life matches your dedication. The vision (dedication) is only the end. If I shared with you the intricacies involved with getting this request to you, you would stumble and fall. Trust in me.

“Though it linger, wait for it; it will certainly come and will not delay.”

Alycia,

I am the Creator of time. I am not bound by time. Take me off the clock and look only to the end. The journey that you take is all part of the process. Be excited with every step. Things that happen along the path are neither good nor bad. It’s just part of your journey. It’s all being worked together for your good. Watch with me to see what the end will be.

AFTER…

After I gained a clearer understanding of the power of the written word, my life has changed exponentially. I write IN the things I want to see and write OUT the areas that no longer serve. I am no longer subject to anyone else’s time table, drama, despair or heartache without my written approval. If it appears that I am going through something…I am. It’s all part of the plan. It’s MY book of life and God is my editor-in-chief.

So…are you writing your own Book of Life or settling for a couple paragraphs in someone else’s?

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IS YOUR “TAKING” DISGUISED AS “GIVING”?

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Today’s Wisdom on the Fly is all about Giving…

I give all the time! Giving is my perpetual motion. I give to my children, I give to my husband, I give to my Church, etc…Oh most definitely, I am a Giver. As the good book says, “It is in giving that we receive.”

This may be a bitter question to ask, but is your life really a reflection of what the “good book” promises?

For so many years I hid behind what I thought the “good book” said. “It is in giving that we receive,” is a quote from St. Francis of Assisi and not the Bible.

Who knew? It sounded biblical.

What the Bible actually says, and what I have truly come to understand is, “Take heed that you do not your alms before men, to be seen of them: otherwise you have no reward of your Father which is in heaven.” Matt: 6:1

Are you being rewarded in your health?

Are you being rewarded in your finances?

Are you being rewarded in your relationships?

Etc….

I’ve taken one for the team, so you don’t have to. Learn from me!

I am the mother of two. They are now teenagers and maturing nicely…in their own way and in their own time. It has taken some time for us to reach this point. When they were younger, “I gave and sacrificed” so much for “them”. I wanted them to have the best. Not unlike most parent’s. Or so I believed.

I sacrificed because it’s what I saw my mother and grandmother do. I sacrificed because it’s what I was taught to do. I sacrificed not because I truly wanted to, but because I felt an obligation.

I realized about ten years into the parenting game that all this sacrificing was making me bitter and resentful. Was I doing all this sacrificing for the bragging rights and gaining the needed leverage to use against my children when they got out of line?

I was sacrificing because at the end of my life, I knew that they would truly come to the understanding that everything I did, I did for them.

WHAT A BUNCH OF CRAP.

I was angry. They were rebellious. Our relationship was always that of a push/pull dynamic. We HATED each other and didn’t know why.

UNTIL….

The day I woke up to the truth about giving.

“Take heed that you do not your alms before men, to be seen of them: otherwise you have no reward of your Father which is in heaven.” Matt: 6:1

Giving is a personal journey. It is solely between you and God. The moment you make your efforts known, the power of giving is diminished.

When you allow God to speak to and through you in the area of giving, the game changes. Your giving will no longer meet society’s giving requirement.

For example:

For years I “gave and sacrificed” my time to work and attend my children’s elementary school fair. It always seemed to fall on a weekend that I had tons to do, but I “SACRIFICED AND GAVE” my time because that is what I, as a mom, was supposed to do. The school made a BIG DEAL of the service the parent’s rendered, parents felt good about themselves and the kids, whose parent’s were able to participate, felt really special. It was a WIN/WIN for everyone. RIGHT?

WRONG.

The Monday following the weekend of the fair, I returned to work. Monday morning office conversations all begin the same… “How was your weekend?” .

(I’m sure no one really wants to know, but it’s the “RIGHT” thing to do.)

Me: WELL, let me tell ya. I am tired as everything this morning. I had to work the kids’ school fair. I’m sure I’ll be fine after my coffee.

Co-worker: Yeah, I know all about those. A mother’s job is never done. Sacrifice is what we are here for. Your life is no longer your own.

Me: Yeah, I guess you’re right. I am sure they will appreciate it when they are older.

(I’ll be sure to remind them!)

Fast Forward 7 years.

My children remember NOTHING.

Not one single, solitary “sacrifice” I made for THEM.

They want more!

They want a chauffeur, a cook, a maid, an ATM…

Come to think about it, they never mentioned a giver or sacrificial lamb.

It was around this time that I realized that all the “giving” I had performed was done for me. It was not between me and God. If I gave, you knew. Not in a bragging way, just in enough of a way to let whoever was in ear shot know that I was a good and caring person. It was KILLING ME!

I was tired all the time. Angry. Stressed. Unorganized. Etc…

“Take heed that you do not your alms before men, to be seen of them: otherwise you have no reward of your Father which is in heaven.” Matt: 6:1

I was not being rewarded for my giving because I was doing it all before men.

The day I stopped the game changed.

Now, I give in the silent places. Whether it be a prayer at 3 in the morning when God wakes me, a journal entry for my children or husband, a home-cooked meal (I am not a cook, so this is a BIG deal), an impromptu trip to the mall with my daughter, etc…it feels good. It energizes me and refreshes my soul. I am no longer playing to the crowd and have removed myself from being judged by society’s standards.

God and I now have our own style of giving and the rewards are exponential. Peace, joy, abundance, order and clarity…to name just a few.

Once again…

Are you being rewarded in your health?

Are you being rewarded in your finances?

Are you being rewarded in your relationships?

Etc….

Only you know the answer.

If the answer is no, check your Giving.

“Take heed that you do not your alms before men, to be seen of them: otherwise you have no reward of your Father which is in heaven.” Matt: 6:1

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ARE YOU DOWNGRADING YOUR BLESSING?

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The other day I was talking to God.

(Yes, God and I do talk regularly.)

During that conversation, I wanted to take some time to REALLY thank God for blessing me. I just kept saying over and over…Thank you God for blessing our marriage…Thank you God for blessing our marriage….thank you God…

You get the idea….:o)

Without going into great detail (that’s a 30 minute YouTube video waiting to happen), my husband and I have experienced some turbulent times over the course of our 18 year marriage and we have now entered a “peaceful” place. I just wanted to thank God for the blessing. I was taught this in church for years. You ALWAYS thank God for blessing you, but what came next stopped me in my tracks.

God’s voice during prayer and mediation is that still small inner knowing that speaks to you when you are quiet.

In that quiet space, the voice gently said, “Alycia, this is not the blessing.”

To which I replied, “WHAT? How could this not be considered a blessing? You know our story. You know what we’ve gone through. This is a blessing! It feels too good and peaceful not be the real deal. I’ve been blessed like this many times before. I KNOW a blessing when I see one.”

Again God’s voice replied, “THIS is not the blessing. This is quite simply an example of just how gentle and loving I am. Alycia, what we have been working on for the past 10 years has been correction. We have spent all this time correcting what you and Mike have misaligned. What you are experiencing is not the blessing, you and Mike have simply been placed in alignment with the blessing. Your excitement about the blessing is equivalent to “false labor”. Do you remember the excitement of your first pregnancy? Towards the end you became so excited about seeing the baby that you misinterpreted the baby’s alignment for birth with that of the actual delivery. The same applies to the blessing. So many people mistake the beauty of correction for the blessing. The blessing comes in a form that is above and beyond what YOU consider to be the blessing. Stop downgrading my blessings to what is simple correction. I am greater than that!”

Whoa! Now, I am beginning to wonder if I have ever truly been blessed.

Over the years I have become so content with accepting God’s correction as the blessing that I never considered the there was something greater!

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I think I’ve short-changed myself.

Just a little something to think about as you journal today. :o)

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READ THIS BEFORE MAKING ANOTHER RESOLUTION YOU WON’T KEEP!

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2015 is quickly approaching.

Let the games begin!

Now that the Christmas Holiday is behind us, ’tis the season for gym memberships, diet plans , vision boards. relationship searches, new wardrobes, etc…

Out with the old and in with the new!

Exciting stuff…isn’t it?

It is until the end of January, if you make it that far, when you find yourself slipping back into your old hopeless routines and vowing to yourself, “I’ll give it a try next year.”

We’ve all done it. Marketers love it, creditors wait for it, psychiatrists chart it and we fall for it every year. We set ourselves up to fail. Not intentionally, I’m sure, but it happens.

Don’t get me wrong, I love a fresh start, a clean slate…evaluating your past and taking inventory of the parts that do and do not work. Shaking things up and clearing out the cobwebs from the past have been some of my most exhilarating moments, but I can assure you that none of these changes commenced January 1 of any given year.

Group think stifles and that is exactly what New Year’s resolutions and the marketing surrounding the idea are designed to do. Everyone jumps on the bandwagon of change January 1st. Maybe that voice in your head sounds something like…

“THIS year has got to be better than the last because I am starting early.”

OR

“I am going to make my resolutions and stick to them. All I need is a little discipline, some coaching and an accountability partner and I should be good. My life is going to look better than it has before.”

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“I’m closer to fifty than I am to twenty, so…”

Whatever your rational is for change, I can assure you that your start date is as unique as the change you seek.

Before beginning this year’s process of making your resolutions, I ask that you dedicate this year to becoming a student of your own life. To begin this simple yet complex process, take note of the following action steps.

  • Begin to pay attention to the rhythm of your own life
  • Pay attention to everything that crosses your path
  • Honor the journey that is uniquely yours
  • Finally, close the world out for an entire twelve months

Learning to harness the power of “your” life takes time and patience. I promise you that you will not go from 0 to 60 over night, but the changes to come will last. Once your eyes are open to the truth of who YOU were designed to be you will NEVER go back to being the person society convinced you that you were.

For example, God speaks to me through homeless people, drunk people and numbers. Once I truly began to embrace these unique ways of communication with God, my entire world opened up. God meets you where you are and is patiently waiting for you to acknowledge His presence. Your God voice is Heaven’s gift to you. Open it and see what’s inside.

Nothing is wasted in God’s economy. Not one thing. The time you were born, the date, the location, the name you were given, etc… all matters. The words you use, the beginnings and endings of processes, the vibration of truth, circles, cycles, increments of time, bridging heaven and earth…this is the year that lies ahead, should you choose to take the journey.

Stepping into the essence of who God created you to be is the most powerful and life changing gift you can give to yourself. Learning to honor and appreciate the unique relationship that you and God possess will open up Heaven and Earth in ways you once thought unimaginable.

If you are ready for true and lasting change, then spending this year with Always Journal will be one that you will never forget.

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Here’s a little something to get you started.

http://www.tokenrock.com/numerology/life_path.php

This site offers you a glimpse into the numerical side of who God created you to be. We are a compilation of varying aspects of life, and numbers are simply one of many languages that God uses to speak to us.

Join us weekly to explore many others.

  • Dream Interpretations
  • Prayer
  • Circle/Cycle explorations
  • Spirit/Mind/Body
  • Journaling
  • Synchronicity
  • Meditation
  • The Holy Spirit
  • And much, much more….

Now that you’ve calculated your life path, let’s get to work on bringing the new you from Heaven to Earth.

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A BUS, A TRAIN AND THE NUMBER 3!

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God speaks to me through numbers, homeless people and drunk people.

A few weeks ago I was sitting at my desk and my God Voice (this is a feeling I get in my solar plexus area) asked me whether or not I was going to attend that night’s session of a microeconomics class I was taking.

Me:  “Well, if the bus is on time and I make my train connection, then I guess I’ll make it.”

(Note: Never respond to your “God Voice” audibly in public. It’s not a good look for obvious reasons.)

God Voice: “That’s not a decision.”

Me: “If I make my connections, I should be able to get there.”

Still not fully committed to the cause, I left work and caught my bus.

 I have been taking public transportation for over 25 years and what I am about to share with you has NEVER happened before or since.

Comfortably settled in my seat and thinking of nothing in particular, I am prepared for my otherwise routine evening commute. The bus travels four stops on and off-loading passengers when, out of the blue, the driver kills the engine, stands up and orders everyone off the bus.

ME: “What the heck?”

(The look I am sure I shared with the other 20, or so, passengers.)

DRIVER: “I’ve gotta go to the bathroom.”

ME: “Are you serious?”

When you gotta go, you gotta go. We off-loaded and waited patiently for his return.

God Voice: “You see…if you don’t make a decision, one will be made for you. Are you going to class?”

ME:  “If I make my train connection, I’ll see if I can make it.”

(In hindsight, I realized I’m a littler denser than I once imagined.)

Still, no decision made.

We re-board and I finally make my way to Union Station and surprisingly make my connection. Getting settled in my seat, still not fully committed to making it to class, the Conductor announces over the PA system that this, the very train I AM sitting on, has experienced MAJOR mechanical problems and the engine has to be replaced.

AN ENGINE REPLACEMENT? ARE YOU KIDDING ME?

God Voice: “You never made a decision, so the decisions are being made for you!”

FAST FORWARD TWO WEEKS….

I am part of a prison ministry team who teaches power journaling to the incarcerated. This one particular weekend we were hosting a two-day workshop. At the end of day one we were beginning to teach the women how to bring their Heavenly thoughts to Earth. The exercise required that we assign zip codes to both locations. To Earth we assigned 20794 and to Heaven 77777 (sounds real heavenly, or so I thought). In the middle of teaching the workshop, Apostle Rene (talking about understanding her God voice) asked Eunice (she was assisting me at the time) to change the zip code for Heaven to 33333. I had no idea of the change until I turned to refer to the board a few minutes later. Thinking nothing of the change we finished the workshop and returned home.

Apostle Rene, Eunice and I all rode together to the workshop because I had placed my car in the shop that morning for a routine oil change and maintenance. They dropped me off that afternoon to pick up my car and I went in to pay and pick up my keys. I get the receipt and the amount due was $33.33! unnamedI have been getting my car serviced here for years and never have I paid $33.33. I paid, grabbed my keys and receipt and ran as quickly as I could to catch the ladies before they pulled off to show them the receipt.

The next day we returned to the prison for day two of the workshop. We shared the story with the ladies as an example of radical obedience and understanding how to operate within your “God Voice”. When you are in complete alignment with God’s will he “winks” at you like that. That was cool. Everyone was amazed and we were so grateful that God had given us a working example to share.

 Always remember that God’s messages run much deeper than the surface.

That following Monday I went to work and shared the story with a few of my colleagues who follow Always Journal. We oohed, aah-ed, laughed and continued on with our day.

The next morning, Tuesday, I arrived a little earlier than usual, fixed a cup of coffee, did my usual round of good mornings and proceeded to return to my desk when my God voice instructed me to share the 33333 story with a co-worker.

ME: “Really God? You know we believe different things, right? I don’t feel like getting into the religion “thing” this morning. Can I just go to my desk please?”

God Voice: “Share the story!”

ME: “Hey Girl! Guess what happened to me this weekend. I do prison ministry…we had this Heaven/Earth/Zip Code exercise…we chose 77777…Apostle changed it to 33333….”

CO-WORKER: “GIRL…You just reminded me I have a bill to pay. GUESS HOW MUCH IT’S FOR? (Yes, there was screaming involved!) $333.33!”

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ME: “WHAT!?”

Needless to say, I was done. You could have bought me for a penny!

After the initial shock, I returned to my desk and began to ask God what all of this was REALLY about. God never does anything to tickle the flesh and my flesh was pretty tickled.

I was led to Google 33333 and 3333 and this is what I found!

33,333 or 33:33

This number offers you a choice. The holy trinity is activated within the tetrahedron (3 sided pyramid)in your DNA structure. This number offers an opportunity to connect with highly evolved spiritual beings/masters/angels/Christ. The trinity is the holiness within all of your choices. Your body, mind, spirit in agreement with your Soul’s evolution. Within this number you are not allowed to straddle the razor blade fence of indecision. Connection with the wisdom of the Oversoul and seeing the sacredness in all of your choices no matter what the outcome.   http://balancingmindbodysoul.wordpress.com/2011/08/29/the-meaning-of-master-numbers/

This entire month God was dealing with me on making firm decisions. He used “our” language of numbers to clearly relay His message to me! You think I got the message?

I now make firm decisions about EVERYTHING!

You see…paying attention to your life is much more exciting than reality T.V.

GOD’S BLUEPRINT

Always Journal knowing what God has given you to do. When an assignment is given directly from God, he is the only blueprint. He is the plan.

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Dear Lord,

Help me to be everything that you have created me to be. You have tasked me with the responsibility to help others to identify their God voice. This is my passion. This is my purpose.

You have given me a task for which there is no blueprint. You have given me a project that only you know the outcome in its entirety. Each day I wake up knowing that without your guidance or direction there is absolutely no chance at success.

When you give an assignment, it looks and feels like no one else’s. There is no reference material. There is no competition. There is only me. There is only YOU!

Knowing that I need to hear you clearly helps me to understand even more deeply the importance of being organized. I have to remove all the extraneous clutter from my life so that I can hear you without doubt.

Lord, continue to order my steps.

Amen!

NO SECRETS!

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“Always Journal understanding that you are speaking to the Creator of both you and the Universe. There are no secrets.”

Dear Lord,

I know who you have created me to be and I sincerely ask that you help me to continue to navigate this life in way that is pleasing to you, in spite of my weaknesses.

I want to be organized. I need to be organized. My success and my life depend on it. Everything in me wants to give up and start something new, but you have tasked me with a great responsibility; and this responsibility requires that I finish. In my past I have been negligent in the areas of completion, but each and every unfinished tasks returns with a vengeance. Help me O’Lord to embrace my weaknesses and turn them into a catalyst for change.

According to my Life Path, this is my greatest challenge.

“You tend to be disorderly and disorganized. You are impractical and tend to fantasize about projects or possibilities that have little value or future.You must learn to discriminate between iron balloons and those that will fly.You have difficulty finishing projects because your vision becomes chaotic and loses tract of the path ahead.You have to learn to be aware of the details. Keep your environment clean and orderly. Be efficient.You have the ability to be practical and organized but you must learn their value. This will cause you to incorporate them into your daily life and give you the basis for success. This is the challenge of building a lasting foundation for your life. You will need perseverance and repeated effort. Get-rich-quick schemes will likely backfire; persistent effort is the key to your future happiness.” http://www.decoz.com/Numerology_challenges_A.htm#Challenge

Help me O’Lord to be strong.

Amen

MESSAGE FROM GOD

Always Journal from your “God” voice. Your “God” voice is the voice of reason. It’s the same voice or “feeling” you use to determine right from wrong. Listen closely.

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Alycia,

Your resistance is greater than the tasks at hand. Being organized and disciplined is a gift, not a burden. You are becoming overwhelmed with the magnitude of the vision. The actions that I require of you now are what you can handle.

The vision keeps you motivated.

The tasks keep you moving.

Follow my lead.

Abba